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Short Stories

Group Home Chronicles: Purple Dress

Bustling chatter filled the room and woke the young girl. Her cheeks warmed knowing why everyone was excited. Today is the Adoption Fair! Every three months, a half dozen qualified applicants come to Wickham Orphanage to possibly choose a new addition to their family.

The young girl joined the others in cleaning and preparing for the fair. Today, everyone has a painted smile. Genuine or not, a smile is required by Director.

“Alright. Alright. You have two hours to get this place and yourselves ready for inspection. Don’t think I won’t take you out of rotation for today because I will,” Director yelled throughout the house, her chunky heels announcing her whereabouts.

The young girl ran to the closet to get her favorite dress; a faded purple satin dress with frayed lace on the bottom and a floppy black bow in the back. Her grandma loved that dress, which made it not only her favorite but lucky because her grandma hated purple. The young girl hugged the dress, certain her grandma could feel it in heaven.

It has been two years since her intake at the orphanage. She had only been allowed to participate in the last year. The first year is spent in therapy, school, church, and etiquette training. The second year is graduation to the fair, which means that the girl has shown that she can be productive with the potential to be great, despite her circumstances.

“Not that dress again. No. Girl, it’s played out,” one of the older girls said, snatching the dress.

“Hey, don’t do that. It’s my lucky dress. Mind your business and leave mine alone,” the young girl said, reclaiming her dress.

“I’m not trying to be mean but it’s not a lucky dress if you are still in here. I’m just saying?”

The young girl looked at the dress tightly clenched in her hands. Her roommate was right. As the young girl approached 13 years old, she knew her chances of adoption decreased. No one wants a teen that’s set in their ways. It was no time to play it safe. She needs to stand out. Maybe wearing the same dress is why she gets looked over so often.

The young girl hung the purple dress back in her closet, opting to wear a pink blouse with a khaki skirt and black mary-janes, with white lace socks. She pulled her full thick hair into a high ponytail. Her bright brown eyes shined behind her dark, sweeping eyelashes. She had practiced her smile for weeks. Director says that ‘the smile will warm the applicants’ hearts before words are spoken.’

Ready for inspection, all sixteen girls, ages ranging from seven to sixteen, stood against the wall waiting for Director’s approval.

“Today, we are meeting possible future parents. If you don’t find a home today, it’s their loss,” Director said, warmly looking directly at the young girl. She smiled pleasantly at the young girl’s change of clothes.

Several couples enter the orphanage’s large living room. The girls interacted with each other as normal, allowing the potential parents to see their naturally-planned personalities. Within twenty minutes, the young girl got caught up in Sudoku and didn’t notice that she was being watched by a couple that was amused by her choice of activity.

“Hey, looks like you know what you are doing,” the interested man of the couple said.

The young girl looked up quickly realizing that she had been engaged with her puzzle for too long.

“Yes. Yes sir. I do. I love puzzles and I love math,” the young girl babbled, trying to regain the time missed.

“I love puzzles too. And card games. My mother is the best though,” the woman of the couple joined in.

This was the first time the young girl had been approached by anyone at these fairs, yet her conversation with them was easy and seemed to flow for hours. By the end of the day, the young girl was asked to stay with the couple for a three-day visit. The young girl was excited at the possibility but knew that a majority of these visits don’t go well for girls over ten years old. Going on the visit will be more like a rare vacation from the orphanage with a guarantee of returning to the dread of reality.

The young girl was optimistic as she packed for the weekend. She was glad she listened to her roommates about changing her outfit. It got her noticed. The girls congratulated her and gave her tips on how to behave on her weekend visit. They had confidence that she would break the curse of older-children adoption.

She absorbed all the love and well wishes given to her. Even the envy from others was welcomed. Finally, a family is interested in her. Her hopes were kindled, but she couldn’t help thinking about her lucky purple dress.

Her lucky dress was in the back of her closet during one of the most important events of her life. Is the dress unlucky? Despite her doubt, she packed her prized possession and was ready.

As coached, the other girls acted as if the young girl would be terribly missed. “Your sentiments will make your fellow mate more attractive to the family or make them feel less guilty if it doesn’t work out,” Director advised.

The young girl said her goodbyes to the other girls.

She had been outside before, but today the air smelled different. The Virginia breeze felt soft. The sun was perfectly rewarding with sunshine and heat.

With one last wave from Director, the couple and young girl were on their way. She didn’t know where exactly was her destination. She should be a little worried but her excitement was persistent.

“Hey, we almost didn’t recognize you without your pretty purple dress,” the woman of the couple turned around to say.

The young girl smiled widely. She thought to herself, ‘It is lucky.’

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Short Stories

Group Home Chronicles

My short stories are based on true stories. True experiences of being lost in “the system”, between group homes and foster homes. The story below was written three years ago for an assignment but it became therapeutic. This is still a work in progress but in the meantime, please enjoy or at least be entertained.

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I stood in the doorway, thankful for the musty smell of mold growing behind the wood panel of our community TV room.  The beautiful sight of the last floor model TV on earth was rewarding.  Even the dusty orange tweed couch, which I am sure has bed bugs, invited me to find a comfortable spot and enjoy the privileges that had been withheld from me for the last two months for fighting.

It was a typical teenage girl fight, over a boy. Two against one. I won. When you are trapped in a detention center, the opposite sex or any compatible mate is a prize.

Now, not the fight nor the boy matters.  I’ve missed seeing the trusting face of news anchor, Jim Kincaid, on channel 13 evening news. He is the only one that can deliver bad news and make it seem like there is still hope. I’ve waited to see his worried forehead wrinkles and inspiring smile for months. I found my usual spot on the couch. No one was there. It was glorious. Control over the TV with no arguments. It was too good to be true.

I was ten minutes deep into the current events when Jordan, the subject of the girl fight, came in with a strange grin and distant eyes. We have been dating for seven months. Not to brag, but he is the most attractive of the other boys. His looks, his money, his bad-ass attitude make him an ideal teen boyfriend- hence the jealous females.

He has his demons though. We all do, according to the state of Virginia. We are a menace to society. Good thing we are kept medicated, not allowed to feel and deal on our own. Speaking of zombies, Jordan looked as if he had just taken some of his coping pills.

He drunkenly plopped down beside me and kissed my cheek. I pushed away, not wanting to get caught by a counselor and lose my TV privileges. Right now, watching tv was more important than my teenage hormones.  Besides, I just fought his fan club. I am not going through that again.

“Stop, Jordan,” l loudly whispered after he tried to kiss me again.

“Don’t push me away. Please.” His voice was shaky, and his eyes were teary.

Before I could ask what was wrong, he laid his sweaty head in my lap, his body in a fetal position. He broke down like a baby, crying and breathing heavily.  I did not know if I should stand up and let him drop to the floor or be a friend, at the risk of missing The Simpsons later tonight.

I whispered in his ear to calm him down.  I could feel his heart racing. But why? What is going on? I tried to get the answer, but I could not understand him through the drooling and tears. I rubbed his head and wiped his tears.

His breathing began to become normal. With his head still on my lap, he laid on his back. I ran my hand up and down his chest. His shirt was wet. It must be from his tears and sweat. He began to talk gibberish.

“Jordan, I can’t understand you. Just go to sleep.”

More gibberish came from his lips, irritating me as I tried to hear the latest breaking news on a shooting that occurred in my old neighborhood. I tuned out his whining and tried to capture the rest of the broadcast, even the weather.

I continued to rub his chest. Sleep will clear his head and we can talk later about what was bothering him after Jim Kincaid signs off. Jordan placed his hands over my hand, squeezed it, then fell asleep.

I let him lay there until Pat Sajak signaled the 7 o’clock hour. I removed my hand from Jordan’s still ones and rubbed his head, attempting to wake him up. After a few seconds of no response, I shook him gently and called his name. Then I looked at my hand. Red. His sweat is red. I gasped.

“Wake up, Jordan. You’re bleeding.” I shook him violently trying to wake him. “Don’t play. Wake up.”

I got from under his head and pulled him to the floor. I started CPR, calling for the counselors between chest compressions.

“Wake up for me. Please, baby. Wake up.”

The pounding of the counselors’ feet let me know that help was coming.  When they came around the corner, I was tackled to the ground.

“I’m helping. Get off me! He’s bleeding. I’m helping. Jordan!”

I laid there with a counselor’s knee in my back, arms behind me. I watched as the overweight nurse walked with no urgency to Jordan’s limp body.

“Does he have a pulse?” she asked, standing over him, looking down.

“Yes, he does.” I could barely breathe while being restrained. “Do CPR. Please.”

One of the other counselors cut Jordan’s shirt and used it to clean off his chest. “His bleeding is from cuts on his chest. Pretty deep. It’s a T and a K.”

I collapsed into myself. TK. My initials.

Helpless, I watched them do nothing to start his heart. It was gone. He was gone.

Short Stories

Sometimes a Poet- Dedicated to my son

Have You Seen My Son?

Have you seen my son?

His name is that of a king

As he is so destined to be

His skin milk chocolate with eyes dreamy

Statue, medium

His presence, quiet and tall

His smile complemented by dimples

Those he hides

His laugh is infectious

Encouraging you to laugh along

A beginner with muscles but his heart is strong

His words full of insight

Articulating properly to any audience

A magnet to any personality

Broad shoulders, that welcomes his mom’s weight

Protector of his siblings

A mystery to his peers, sacred to his friends

A blessing to all he encounters

Have you seen my son?

If not, your loss.